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Heh. Am back for good i guess?
Alright Nurul Shafiqah aka Shap, Mai's cousin. First and for all, CONGRATULATIONS for writing almost a huge,long and exciting paragraph about me through your blog. Thank you so much. No im not embarrassed , im shocked.
Firstly, you are the one who started first stating about me through one of your post. Therefore, i type back through my livejournal here as a reply only. And im kinda curious why in the first place you type a few paragraph about me just because i say to you something through msn. I dont get it. And at that time, why not you just straightforward chat with me saying you are not happy with me etc; ? Yes, im at fault at first . But seriously, at that time,i dont tend to make you angry or whatsoever cos' im really tired. Also , i chatted with you cos i wanna ask you something else about your school. So ,i dont get it at first you were like 'Hello?you think im so stupid blahblahblah' and started a kind of 'quarrel' .
Secondly, i was about to forget this incident after a sometime of thinking that its kind of childish of me to type it at my blog etc; And i dont meant to hurt you in any way. I mean you always can chat up with me why im being so blahblahblah. And simply let all your feelings that you're not happy on my ways etc . Instead of typing up at your post and for every sentences,paragraph,my website that i made you put up there to let others see. And you know i just deleted the reply post to your post just before i see your recent post regarding about me again. Cos i dont want to make this thing big and also i dont want my blog to be dirty:) Simple as that.
Neh , i dont believe in typing at blogpost here about someone ,and make people think about you even more worse. No im not that kind of person . I dont know about what you think of typing about people through your blog. Its really....hmm. How should i put it eh? You judge yourself uh.
This is what she 'copy paste' my things on her blog.
So jgn nak perasan uh aku ikhlas tolong kau. Padahal2.. HAHAHA
My reply: Memang pon aku tknak layan kau in the first place,abeh kau yang start dulu kan posting through your blog saying bullshit things about me dulu kankankan? Therefore,i reply lah. And how to reply you , i dont hve your number also whutttt. Dont worry ,lpas ni aku CONFIRM tk layan uh..
All in all , Nurul Shafiqah aka SHAPP/SHAP . wtv eh. After this no more im going to post about you again.
And after you read this , inform me asap! i will not hesitate to delete. This is all my reply for the last time for YOU. So its up to you make my name 'famous' through your blog. Thanks once again.
And anything or what, talk to me through msn to settle . You want to face to face with me? Confirm? Haha. Sorry i cant. Nanti kamu kene abuse nanti or nanti aku kene charge molest . LOL xD -.-
Okay, the winner is SHAPP . She really won over me through this argument. Just look at her blog, she's all good and well-prepared. Omg, i lost. I admit i lost.
Now you happy, NURUL SHAFIQAH??
Klau masih tk happy,i dont knw what to say liao...
Peace!
Alright Nurul Shafiqah aka Shap, Mai's cousin. First and for all, CONGRATULATIONS for writing almost a huge,long and exciting paragraph about me through your blog. Thank you so much. No im not embarrassed , im shocked.
Firstly, you are the one who started first stating about me through one of your post. Therefore, i type back through my livejournal here as a reply only. And im kinda curious why in the first place you type a few paragraph about me just because i say to you something through msn. I dont get it. And at that time, why not you just straightforward chat with me saying you are not happy with me etc; ? Yes, im at fault at first . But seriously, at that time,i dont tend to make you angry or whatsoever cos' im really tired. Also , i chatted with you cos i wanna ask you something else about your school. So ,i dont get it at first you were like 'Hello?you think im so stupid blahblahblah' and started a kind of 'quarrel' .
Secondly, i was about to forget this incident after a sometime of thinking that its kind of childish of me to type it at my blog etc; And i dont meant to hurt you in any way. I mean you always can chat up with me why im being so blahblahblah. And simply let all your feelings that you're not happy on my ways etc . Instead of typing up at your post and for every sentences,paragraph,my website that i made you put up there to let others see. And you know i just deleted the reply post to your post just before i see your recent post regarding about me again. Cos i dont want to make this thing big and also i dont want my blog to be dirty:) Simple as that.
Neh , i dont believe in typing at blogpost here about someone ,and make people think about you even more worse. No im not that kind of person . I dont know about what you think of typing about people through your blog. Its really....hmm. How should i put it eh? You judge yourself uh.
This is what she 'copy paste' my things on her blog.
- You bought Shinee album, whereas I DIDN'T. (so, 1 point for you for being fanatic)
- You attended Shinee Concert earlier thn me which shows how fanatic you are towards them. (2nd point for you for being fanatic) Oh and anyway if you guys want some prove about this, he posted at his blog, under a picture that shows him holding SHINEE 's album, he said this > "SHINee! SHINee! LOL! 4am till 3pm is worth waiting for SHINee SHINee! Heh." MUAHAHAH who fanatic ah? ME?!
- You posted on January 17th 2010, over here that you had a crush at Nana? (okay i did this before) But helooooooo, I don't exxagerate the whole situation until I say something like this > "And Park Bom-noona... hais....I wont leave you okay okay?? Saranghae always." (3rd point for you)
- And your kwn baek aka sedare jauh aku tu pon tk step fanatic mcm kau sak. BE PROFESSIONAL LA WEIIIII since kau pon ade dance experience pe! hahahaha.''Blahblahblah.........'' Thn whats the difference?!!? ASNWER ME LAH NOW! Boat ah kau. (bahase aku ah. bahase kau feneh bahase aku boat jadi kau duk diam2 sudah)
- Ape kene mengene eh sentence "BE PROFESSIONAL LA WEIIIII since kau pon ade dance experience pe! hahahaha." dgn the one before it? Ape maksud kau be professional? BELUM COMPETE LAGI. Dah kenape dgn kau. Gile kape bring up points yg tk msk akal lngsung? Wei, org kate kalau ade otak, gunekan bukan maen semenah-menah je pki asl bleh.
- Bringing up about the past back again? If you are not sincere about helping me preiously, thn what's the point of you helping me? Is that the only thing you can bring up to so called 'put yourself on the winning position?' NO LAH EH. NO
So jgn nak perasan uh aku ikhlas tolong kau. Padahal2.. HAHAHA
- Name aku jadi famous? Siape tknk popularity? So, thank you lah kalau kau buat aku popular. Memang rezeki aku lah kan? Amin. Thank you Khidir ;) <3
- "And aku tk suroh pon kau jadi ANJING aku untok dngr ckp aku semue.."HUH? Sejak bile aku jadi anjing kau? O.O (what the hell lah lelaki ni melampao jgak eh?)
- "I didnt boost around or what. That shows you dont know me well. Ckp maen hembos je."BOOST? err you mean you don't raise by pushing from behind around or what? HAHAHAH here's some help for you. Boost.–verb (used with object) Definition:1. to lift or raise by pushing from behind or below. My reply: Oh sorry,my mistake. Typo error. Your reading,spelling skills is good huh-.- Everybody makes a mistake la bods as if kau perfect sngt pe tk buat spelling typo error.
- "Da la malas nak layan karenah kau ni...Eeeeee. memalukan masyarakat kp siak ni pompuan xD ish3."
My reply: Memang pon aku tknak layan kau in the first place,abeh kau yang start dulu kan posting through your blog saying bullshit things about me dulu kankankan? Therefore,i reply lah. And how to reply you , i dont hve your number also whutttt. Dont worry ,lpas ni aku CONFIRM tk layan uh..
- "Anyway ,previous post dont bother.That post is mainly for a girl-yg-tk-sedar-diri. Pfft. "TEEEHEEEEE :D Aku tk sedar diri? Pasal ape eh? Terang kan ah!
My reply: Ya. True. Mmg kau tak sedar diri pon . Orang yg tak sedar diri selalu tk sedar ape yg dier buat. So yeap,klau kau ckp aku tk sedar diri pon, okay, Aku accept k?
All in all , Nurul Shafiqah aka SHAPP/SHAP . wtv eh. After this no more im going to post about you again.
And after you read this , inform me asap! i will not hesitate to delete. This is all my reply for the last time for YOU. So its up to you make my name 'famous' through your blog. Thanks once again.
And anything or what, talk to me through msn to settle . You want to face to face with me? Confirm? Haha. Sorry i cant. Nanti kamu kene abuse nanti or nanti aku kene charge molest . LOL xD -.-
Okay, the winner is SHAPP . She really won over me through this argument. Just look at her blog, she's all good and well-prepared. Omg, i lost. I admit i lost.
Now you happy, NURUL SHAFIQAH??
Klau masih tk happy,i dont knw what to say liao...
Peace!
Felt so empty all of a sudden…I only realized now I do not have anyone that I can really confide in, not even to God.
I mean I can talk to Him, but I don’t get instantaneous replies.
I mean I can talk to Him, but I don’t get instantaneous replies.
Short & simple for today's post;
Im exhausted, and will resume updating from next Wednesday,17/02 instead, due to some reasons.
Fret not , aint going anywhere:) Need some time to figure out ..
Peace.
- Mood:
drained
It's just a small breakdown.
Anyway ,previous post dont bother.That post is mainly for a girl-yg-tk-sedar-diri. Pfft.
Okay! A very quick update on today!
I've certainly drained all my energy for yesterday. Luckily ,Thanks to Bro's guysfriend and the two girls, Uzmah and Lina i think. Internet connection around my house here shucks. Lagging. Gotta really mug on my studies soon soon.
Will be out in the evening with dear Syerrynaah,miss her ^^ , & also FykaCastroke! Lol....
WIll do a proper update soon! This coming week gonna be a tiring week. Damnit.
Tata!
Shingzx Off.
- Mood:
contemplative
Really contemplating to switch back to blogger because of the flexibility in designing of the blog. Trains that part of me to actually design something…I think. LOL!
I promised i wont be updating but neh , cant keep my hands still .
Should be making myself busy right now, but instead i still can watch my Kpop vids , and blogging. Today mark the last day i'll be living in my current house ,cant bear to leave the house actually ,there's just too much memories:/
Will have to adapt a new environment soon then...
And once again, Happy Birthday Momo & Lysha! <3
Tata!
Shingzx Ooff.
I promised i wont be updating but neh , cant keep my hands still .
Should be making myself busy right now, but instead i still can watch my Kpop vids , and blogging. Today mark the last day i'll be living in my current house ,cant bear to leave the house actually ,there's just too much memories:/
Will have to adapt a new environment soon then...
And once again, Happy Birthday Momo & Lysha! <3
Tata!
Shingzx Ooff.
P/S: 2010 BigBang concert, BigShow = JJIANG! CL looks amazing. Miss miss missss <3
Again, I stress, this year is the year of metamorphosis. I believe the key to change is discipline. Willingness comes second because discipline removes the issue of procrastination. Thus, we develop determination. Get the idea…?
I really need to get out of my precious CCA as soon as possible. I just cant focus on my studies since everyday has been an exhausted day for me, whats more with all the activities after school . Its not that i procrastinate but i'll be really shagged by the time i went home. And all i want to do is to sleep as soon as i reached home. Homeworks? Revision? Unfortunately , i didnt do it . Here comes February and in a few months time , with just a blink of an eye , Prelim then N level. How time flies fast..
Received my Maths test paper . Sadly, i nearly failed. Nearly failed means im gonna fail anytime sooner if i didnt do anything about my problem here, isint it?
To be honest, i cant wait for Prelim and Ns to come.Just wanna get it done with, like seriously.
Pretty much sucky on Sunday, the SHINee autograph session..First of all, it was so crowdy and humid. Organisers were horrible,disorganised, screaming at fans when they somehow disobey the rules. Ripping freaking 60 bucks from us for the album. Some fans were simply selfish.But Thanks to the peeps who make the day so boomxzie :)
Feeling kind of sleepy right now. Since Monday , i've been yawning non-stop and i tend to sleep in class,every lesson. But Thank God i managed to overcome it by eating some sweets to keep myself awake. I mentioned on my previous post,Monday Blues. Yes it is.
Shitty problems everywhere. CNY rehearsal after school. Not feeling good nor am having fun .NOT AT ALL . Dancemates were also feeling moody. Just keep it to yourself kay mates? Dont sad sad :)
Im being skeptical about our upcoming performance , and hm , im thankful to Mr Khairul for hearing me out at least ,giving me advices and im just afraid ,i dont feel any good.
Probably this will be my last performance . Am washing my hands off for the time being. I know am going to miss lots of things with my dear Zephyrs. Keep our club going on smoothly alright?
Just did my English research , and i've got Eng compo , Mathematics to do right now. Whereas , my books and everything at my desk are in a big mess. Thanks so much for shifting house. Troublesome. I promised this will be my last update ONLY for THIS WEEK :)
And HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO LYSHA & MOSES! Sorry people! Go and have fun on Saturday , i cant tag you all since im moving house on that day :/ Shittos.
Cheryl Ma, you're a hot girl with lovable personality:) Aw~ I admire you . HAHA. Okay, you people dont know who is she. Zahra,i know you know so SHHHHH!
Alright!
Till here..Take care people! :)
Sometimes don’t you just hate yourself for doing certain stupid things ?
I do. Most of the time…
- Mood:
exanimate
SHINee! SHINee! LOL!
4am till 3pm is worth waiting for SHINee SHINee! Heh.
This people were awesome! Amazingly, we became good friends throughout the 10hours of waiting together. Well, some bloody aunties pissed me off. Enjoy the photos :)
This 1003 queue number nearly make me go crazy. Lucky me.
Here comes the fun part. And i've got Onew's autograph! His signature was unique(?) Lol..
Mai, i know you want this right? HAHA. Minho-hyung ahh~
All pictures credits to Seri :) Thank youuu :))
All pictures credits to Seri :) Thank youuu :))
Monday blues, should i talk about it? Sucks+annoying+nonsense.Yaada yadaa yaddaa~
Shingzx Off.
- Mood: bored
$$$ Money come,money goes :( $$$
Shopped again today with Ayu,Hapyz & Dini. Sigh. It gets really sickening if there's a few hundred bucks in your wallet and you spent it as fast as you can within a day. Ayu & Me was kindaaaaaaa jacket-craze? I was searching for jacket at Zara and came across quite a few which cost a bomb. But there's only one that magnetized me, which cost 129bucks. That goes to Ayu too, her jacket cost the same. We were drooling over it,or should i say i am the one especially. Okay Mom, i want it so much. Msged Mom immediately after i saw that particular jacket and she replied ' just take only, money no problem' . Lol?
I realised when we 4 came together, we gossiped alot, yeah. HAHA . We just want to be optimistic and i just knew something which i dont know from them at first. Ayu, im not vain :) I love my hair so much that i cant bear to make a mess out of it. Heh.Also, i've been watching so far, Zephyrs were in some kind of craze over something nowadays. New kicks-craze ,Dickies-craze . Haha.
Anyway, i just bought a dickies pants. Unbelievable i know. But i'll just wear it for performances only though. Me,Ayu,Dini planned to wear our new kicks,dickies for our first performance soon. Wee.
My hands are itching to take my precious,hard work money to buy new tees again . And so, i bought 2 tees from TopMan :/ Seriously, im broke for now. Tomorrow going to be a tiring day. Get this right, im aint a fanboy . You know what am talking ? SHINee will be coming to CCK Lot 1 tomorrow. & will have to meet my dear Zahra at 4am ,in a few hours time. Please please , hope the BEG's autograph session last year situation wont be happening again. Me & Zahra was simply disappointed over last year's BEG's autograph session. Damn . I dont want to talk about it.
You wont be seeing me shouting,screaming over SHINee tomorrow. I'll be a cool boy instead. Lol.
Coolio~ Asked Mom regarding the expensive jacket that i wanted it so much. And she says she'll have to cut down my expenses for school if i would to buy the jacket. Hoorayysssssss. I assumed its a YES from her :) Weeee.
Im didnt come from a rich family btw :D
Alright. Because of my going-to-be-busy weekends , i neglected my studies,homework. Sigh. But no ,im not worried cos' i'll be doing a hardcore study from next week onwards after i've move house.
Till here then.
Shingz Off!
Facebook & MP4 are being a bitch. shingzxxxxs "&$&£473437&^$££!!3
- Mood:
excited
Recently, I noticed something about myself. I think I’m becoming another person. I’m beginning to be more practical and nasty. I don’t know if it’s because I’m being put in a position which is forcing me to be one. And I actually asked myself, “Am I really that hard to be with…?”, “Why am I still single…?” Definitely not being desperate here.LOL! Because if I really am, I would probably found more=p
I can afford to but I don’t want to. NOT BRAGGING!Have I change my life principles…? About love, about communication with other people, about integrity ?
All this things aside instead.
Why do I always fall for the wrong person…?! Why am I attracted to a person I know isn’t good…?!
Because I was hoping I’m wrong and every time that person does something no good, I’ll ignore it. And every time that person comes through and surprises me, they win me over and I lose that argument with myself that they are not for me.
How a feeling as small and as insignificant as humanly possible and how it can actually ache in places you didn’t know you had inside you. And it doesn’t matter how busy you try to keep yourself, you still go to bed every night, going over every detail and wonder what you did wrong or how you could have misunderstood. And how in the hell for that brief moment you could think that you were that happy.
And after all that, however long all that may be, you’ll go somewhere new. And you’ll meet people who will make you feel worthwhile again and little pieces of your soul will finally come back and all that fuzzy stuff, all those time you have wasted that will begin eventually to fade…
I tried keep myself busy. I tried fooling around. I tried falling for others. But what it is that keeping me from feeling better about myself?
I guess watching my daily Kpop variety show is my solution for now…LOL!
To my dearest cipaps breastfriend, Nur Syafiqah aka FykaCastro,
Believe in yourself. If you think what you did is right , then go for it. We'll always be by your side to support whatever your decision is. Meanwhile, concentrate on Ns first , Love; put aside for the time being k, and that goes to me also:)
Alright. I dont want to get sad anymore further. I realised my bag are getting heavy and heavier each day whereas Hafiz,Fateh's bags are so light. I guess my backbone can get crack at anytime -.-
Till here then :)
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- Mood: thoughtful
Life
So many things have occurred , changed, and finally passed..
Alright, so far,life's pretty shit. Definitely, i would not let this stupid things get into my way to concentrate for my Ns. I mentioned 'things' which means something had happened. Just too many childish things happened. Oh God , i wouldnt be bothered to this 'kids' or should i say juniors in my school. LESS than a month in school, just remember that alright.
R.E.S.P.E.C.T , too difficult to have this value?
School
School was pretty fine ,at least. Except for the fact that our class, 4T ,argued with our own form teacher itself today . All i can say is 4T1=United.
We didnt covered each others' mistake but we find you just incorrigible,unreasonable. And i really have to say this, you suck. So sorry. Yeah,i know you respect me cos' i really respect everyone around me .I know from the way i bring myself gave the impression that i'll not disobey or be rude to a teacher . But for once, i'll have to agree with my own classmate,they're just right .& we didnt gang up with each other . Being with them for 3 years is long enough. You dont know us yet i guess.
CPA, EBS coursework just started and im glad im doing fine, towards the right path. Design & Technology coursework ,i'll try my best although i feel like giving up at times . Never-say-die attitude had always been my forte. Therefore, i believe i can do well in it.
Dance
A sudden urge to quit what i love to the most. Just not for me i guess. Didnt work out well?haywired? For some particular reason perhaps?
I dont know, i dont know, i really dont know what to do.. ..
Love
I'll update about this soon :/
Ok, this post is wayy tooo crappy. Be prepared for more actiontomorrow soon. Tsktsk.
Shingzx Off.
So many things have occurred , changed, and finally passed..
Alright, so far,life's pretty shit. Definitely, i would not let this stupid things get into my way to concentrate for my Ns. I mentioned 'things' which means something had happened. Just too many childish things happened. Oh God , i wouldnt be bothered to this 'kids' or should i say juniors in my school. LESS than a month in school, just remember that alright.
R.E.S.P.E.C.T , too difficult to have this value?
School
School was pretty fine ,at least. Except for the fact that our class, 4T ,argued with our own form teacher itself today . All i can say is 4T1=United.
We didnt covered each others' mistake but we find you just incorrigible,unreasonable. And i really have to say this, you suck. So sorry. Yeah,i know you respect me cos' i really respect everyone around me .I know from the way i bring myself gave the impression that i'll not disobey or be rude to a teacher . But for once, i'll have to agree with my own classmate,they're just right .& we didnt gang up with each other . Being with them for 3 years is long enough. You dont know us yet i guess.
CPA, EBS coursework just started and im glad im doing fine, towards the right path. Design & Technology coursework ,i'll try my best although i feel like giving up at times . Never-say-die attitude had always been my forte. Therefore, i believe i can do well in it.
Mathematics? No not in a right,positive mindset yet, just look at the teacher itself= form teacher :/
Dance
A sudden urge to quit what i love to the most. Just not for me i guess. Didnt work out well?haywired? For some particular reason perhaps?
I dont know, i dont know, i really dont know what to do.. ..
Love
I'll update about this soon :/
Ok, this post is wayy tooo crappy. Be prepared for more action
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- Mood:indescribable
I’ve come to the point where the laziness is beginning to sink in, just right after 3 weeks of schooling. However, good news is that I’m still carrying on with it. I believe it’s definitely a good sign. A sign that points myself towards a right direction in life. To go the distance!
Anyway, I want to begin a new series of postings. Postings that ensures quality over quantity. Meaning, I’m going to blog in a personal way with the standards of a journalist. Not that I want to be one, but it just seems so....cool! Trying to break that banality in my life.
All in all, I’m kind of hoping I’m changing for the better. Better in a sense I’m changing the negatives to positives while the latter becomes better! Guide me along the way if you believe I need it God!
While the mentioned changes above seems pretty galvanizing, but it’s not. Its really not. Because I have finally begin my breakthrough.
My Saturday was pretty awesome. Its none other than my 2 horny bestfriend, Hafiz & Fateh who made my day:) Thanks guys.
Saw Moses, Dini and friends and we decided to join em' . Moses and gang participated in some breaking cypher at Youthpark i guess.
Fiz ,Fateh went back home first,left me all alone with Dini . But yeah , Moses and gang were really funny with their crap talk ,bullying Dini.
I've bought some jeans,tshirts and a new kicks ,cool im lovin' it. I think i spent too much just for a day therefore, no more shopping. Pokai liao.
Oh, i wont be updating for a few days from now till next week. Will be busy packing up my stuff for the shifting of house in a few weeks time.
I came across this while bloghhopping:) The Brothers Bray & Co. rucksack and tote bag, i want it! I want it! Hee.
Goodbye readers :)
Cheers!
'Shingzx Off!'
Anyway, I want to begin a new series of postings. Postings that ensures quality over quantity. Meaning, I’m going to blog in a personal way with the standards of a journalist. Not that I want to be one, but it just seems so....cool! Trying to break that banality in my life.
All in all, I’m kind of hoping I’m changing for the better. Better in a sense I’m changing the negatives to positives while the latter becomes better! Guide me along the way if you believe I need it God!
While the mentioned changes above seems pretty galvanizing, but it’s not. Its really not. Because I have finally begin my breakthrough.
Saw Moses, Dini and friends and we decided to join em' . Moses and gang participated in some breaking cypher at Youthpark i guess.
Fiz ,Fateh went back home first,left me all alone with Dini . But yeah , Moses and gang were really funny with their crap talk ,bullying Dini.
I've bought some jeans,tshirts and a new kicks ,cool im lovin' it. I think i spent too much just for a day therefore, no more shopping. Pokai liao.
I came across this while bloghhopping:) The Brothers Bray & Co. rucksack and tote bag, i want it! I want it! Hee.
Goodbye readers :)
Cheers!
'Shingzx Off!'
- Mood:accomplished
I get pissed off easily nowadays. Just dont bullshit with me. You dont know who i am ,yet. Am one of a kind :)
And to those who realised i've been not talking to you that much is because i was still angry about the recent incident. Its way over but it hurts deep inside since you are being so care-less.
Much to my knowing , i prayed that you will land on the same situation as me. Am i that bad? Well , no im not. Its called Retribution.
I've learnt my lesson. Next week's will be the last and the least ,for real!
For now, i seriously dont know what to update. So yeah , will end here yup :)
SHINGXZ OFF!
And to those who realised i've been not talking to you that much is because i was still angry about the recent incident. Its way over but it hurts deep inside since you are being so care-less.
Much to my knowing , i prayed that you will land on the same situation as me. Am i that bad? Well , no im not. Its called Retribution.
I've learnt my lesson. Next week's will be the last and the least ,for real!
For now, i seriously dont know what to update. So yeah , will end here yup :)
SHINGXZ OFF!
Looks like its a hot topic huh.
Get this clearly,the reason i wrote that particular sentence,paragraph is to only wanting to confirm whether its true.. Well ,and you people admit it. Cos i thought none of you people gonna be bothered about that sentence if its not true, isint it?
But how leh , you people never admit the 'anonymous' . Pandai buat pandai tanggung ah! And dont test my patience eh , once i know that anonymous,just watch out k? Oh,looks can be deceiving. Another suspect are up , cos there's too much evidence. You'll know what happen jyeah? Take care eh girl! *wah.khidir gangster sia* LOL!! xD
Get this clearly,the reason i wrote that particular sentence,paragraph is to only wanting to confirm whether its true.. Well ,and you people admit it. Cos i thought none of you people gonna be bothered about that sentence if its not true, isint it?
But how leh , you people never admit the 'anonymous' . Pandai buat pandai tanggung ah! And dont test my patience eh , once i know that anonymous,just watch out k? Oh,looks can be deceiving. Another suspect are up , cos there's too much evidence. You'll know what happen jyeah? Take care eh girl! *wah.khidir gangster sia* LOL!! xD
''Im not concerned with your liking or disliking me.All i ask is that you respect me as a human being''
Jackie Robinson;
Was enraged ,very ,what a bad week to start with. Maths test yesterday , No calculator,spoilt . No ruler,someone stole it.
Was enraged ,very ,what a bad week to start with. Maths test yesterday , No calculator,spoilt . No ruler,someone stole it.
No pencil,disappeared just like that. Asked if we can borrow others calculators etc ; but instead that Miss P . pundekkkkkkkkkk dont allow us to borrow and so i know i'll fail my very first test. Die die die. Form teacher was being irresponsible. She first asked all of us who dont have the school handbook yet,so she decides to ordered it for us. As soon as she heard the announcement by DM that we should have our handbook ready by today ,she happily said ''okay. You all heard the announcement ,so go and buy at bookshop yourself'' then she walked off.
Never seen this type of teacher before. Very .......sigh. Maths lessons shucks, her teaching? No,i dont understand. Method used were very different from the past year Maths teacher taught. And how am i supposed to concentrate with her teaching that kind , and classmate's inconsideration. I guess i should work out myself. Received Maths wksht homework today , out of 20 questions, i only know how to do 2 of it.
Seeeeeeeee. someone who became top consecutively are not always clever. So classmates, please dont bombarded me questions. Regarding on Math math math esp! :) I'll appreciate it aites.
Am going berserk. Have been acting peculiarly in class, if you guys realise that. Am deluged by pressure. Oh,its killing me. Be confident Khidir, a few more months to go. Hold on there tight,strong....You can do it,you can do it. I really need motivation,encouragement ..right now?
Bio? Hhaha. I;ve got this sudden urge to take Bio as my subject. Later i realised my stream doesnt even have that subject. Thanks to the crazey 4N3's peeps,Azyan and gang. Haha. And this afternoon pictures which Mazri showed ah ,seriously am going to have scary nightmares! LOL!
Hua Yi sec ahgot minah already sia, power uh minah2 'junior' tu. Hhaa. *clap hand* .
OPPSSS . AM REPHRASING THIS ABOVE SENTENCE ; its not Hua yi got minah but nak step minah ade uh .
Wooott^^ NO OFFENCE EH :) PEACE yo!
Its hard to believe it either. But well, dont put on an act infront of us by 'salam-ing' us okay. Klau tk ikhlas jangan eh, berdosa tauuuu nanti, ish ish ishh.
Like Azyan said, lets see and watch em grow eh , yeah ,true. I strongly agreed!
Alright........
Toodles. SHINGSX OFF! :D
Never seen this type of teacher before. Very .......sigh. Maths lessons shucks, her teaching? No,i dont understand. Method used were very different from the past year Maths teacher taught. And how am i supposed to concentrate with her teaching that kind , and classmate's inconsideration. I guess i should work out myself. Received Maths wksht homework today , out of 20 questions, i only know how to do 2 of it.
Seeeeeeeee. someone who became top consecutively are not always clever. So classmates, please dont bombarded me questions. Regarding on Math math math esp! :) I'll appreciate it aites.
Am going berserk. Have been acting peculiarly in class, if you guys realise that. Am deluged by pressure. Oh,its killing me. Be confident Khidir, a few more months to go. Hold on there tight,strong....You can do it,you can do it. I really need motivation,encouragement ..right now?
Bio? Hhaha. I;ve got this sudden urge to take Bio as my subject. Later i realised my stream doesnt even have that subject. Thanks to the crazey 4N3's peeps,Azyan and gang. Haha. And this afternoon pictures which Mazri showed ah ,seriously am going to have scary nightmares! LOL!
Hua Yi sec ah
OPPSSS . AM REPHRASING THIS ABOVE SENTENCE ; its not Hua yi got minah but nak step minah ade uh .
Wooott^^ NO OFFENCE EH :) PEACE yo!
Its hard to believe it either. But well, dont put on an act infront of us by 'salam-ing' us okay. Klau tk ikhlas jangan eh, berdosa tauuuu nanti, ish ish ishh.
Like Azyan said, lets see and watch em grow eh , yeah ,true. I strongly agreed!
Alright........
- Mood: amused
Although I’m young, the pain is still the same.
"Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing, Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness; So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another, Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence."
Henry Wordsworth Longfellow;
"Ships that pass in the night, and speak each other in passing, Only a signal shown, and a distant voice in the darkness; So on the ocean of life, we pass and speak one another, Only a look and a voice, then darkness again and a silence."
Henry Wordsworth Longfellow;
You probably might not get it as above quotes mentioned. Well , thats who i am. Perhaps ,the humble,the loud, the optimistic, emotional type of guy? Do the judgement yourself. In any situation, know me deep inside first before the provoking,sarcasm starts. Thank you.
P/S : HAPPY 16th BIRTHDAY 2NE1 maknae MINJI!! :D
My smile are so fake nowadays ,thanks to you.
I am so inspired by some of the well-known dancers ,pure talented. Recently ,I was surfing some of the dance vids at Youtube and i decided to search for the World Renowned Choreographer Shaun Evaristo & Aimee Lucas,simply say,i want to see how they look like . I knew that they two were the ones who have been recruited by YG to choreographed 2NE1's Fire & for BigBang's various songs also
Tae Yang's Wedding Dress plus Where You At.
Aimee Lucas was pretty hot. No wonder G-Dragon's Shine A Light concert ,she was featured to dance with G-D with the song Breathe . Unfortunately, they did some kind of explicit moves while dancing,singing the song that led to a summoned by people. Furthermore, its not for children under the age of 12. Therefore, his performance for that song was banned to put up inside his Dvd. Some of the songs he sang were also not appropriate with coarse lyrics,but still he sang it . As a results, his haters complained and blahh blahh blahhh.became a big issue. Yeah,haters ,you know ,they'll do anything to bring someone down. Poor G-Dragon...
Back to life, okay. Life life lifeee lifee. What can i say? I'll look for opportunity everywhere at anytime. Oh poor me,poor me.
On a bright side, was rather elated this morning. It was really such a dread for me to woke up early in the morning. Was scheduled to attend the Edusave Scholarship award ceremony. So yeah, everything went well . I realised that the whole group of 300+ students who came are of those, the 'clever' ones. I feel so smart though. Hehe. Tetapi tidak boleh dinafikan bahawa cinoneh lagi banyak dapat award daripade bangsa kiter sendiri.But what to do right..
Hurraayy! Money money money . I've got it . And what should i do to that money eh? Shoppinggggggggggggggg!! New kicks.New clothes.New pants.New watch.New bag. Wah, so much huh im craving for^^
In a month time,will be shifting house to Bedok. Yeah, fake! Wont tell where is it, just in case, there's stalker stalking me for the 3rd time. Oh,just a few days ago, i've been stalked by some girls. Very irritating girls. I know im way too hottt till you girls cant resist it anymore .Lol! But please be more professional can can? if you're the ones,the stalker who're reading this , get this right. I hate people who stalks me alright:)) Kalau korang ade Cipaps, come forward instead and talk to me right to my face k! :D
I've got a huge crush on this girl recently. And i dont know if i should betrayed my current girl right now. Sigh....
And the girl im referring to is Nana ,new member from After School! Isint she's way too beautiful. Her alluring smile,her barbie-like-face..Aw~
And Park Bom-noona... hais....I wont leave you okay okay?? Saranghae always<3
Ah SHINGZ! Im done with my designing of folio book for DNT . Am not lovin' it. I drew a Trophy , and it doesnt look like one of it. Instead, it looks like Cipaps! Pisseddddddd offf!
And our coursework for DNT theme is Recognition of Achievement. Doesnt make sense but well, i'll try my best eventhough i knew my practical will gone 'BOOMSXZ'' =.=
And Mr Wong gave a green light to me & Mai,we can start doing it already!:)
Alright! TIll here !
Toodles!
- Mood: nostalgic
One sentence that could described yesterday's CCA Exhibition;
you people will taste it one day:)
That hongkong P.E teacher is being a bi***. She deliberately asked me to sweep our classroom floor early in the morning and instructing me to sweep here,there. Furthermore, she didnt even asked others to help . Damn her...Urgh. Next time i'll sweep your face kay?
Anyway,i just woke up from my afternoon nap . Feeling rather fresh now. And yeah, currently, uploading yesterday's CCA exhibit from Facebook. Its giving me problems. I'll have to upload it one by oneeee. Waste my time. Theres 300++ photos taken ytd though. Dont wish to talk about yesterday instead im quite surprised there's at least a few guys join in. Confirm all will go for breaking one -.-
I tune on 89.7 Ria fm this morning , & they played Korean songs ,whats more, my fav. song , Fire by 2NE1! Eh eh eh eh eheee 2NE1~
Fateh & Fiz were very excited after school, because of me? Lol. Shhhhh. You guys are random :)
Plans for weekend? Sleeep sleeeep sleeeeep only for tmrw(!) And Sunday will have to attend for this Edusave Scholarship ceremony , hehehe. Money money money here i come! $$$ :DDD
And Hafiz asked me out tomorrow to Bugis, guess what time? 9am. =.= Cos y'know why, he wants to skipped his religious class i guess for like,every week? So need to people to accompany him .Oppsss. Hahaha. Sorry eh bro, i lazy to go out especially if i were to wake up in the morning somemore. Heh.
Alrightt......Have a great weekends people :))
Saranghae.
Toodles:)
you go round,play ,twist around and around and round my heart and you left me just like that wah i heartpain you know in fact im puzzled .are you really serious . you know how sad i am yes im so sad you treat me like a dump who you think i am May Retribution Falls On You take care bitch.
Tediousss. Will update tomorrow more on CCA Exhibition today.
English compo ah , shucks. idontlikeit. whyyougaveusthatkindofhomework. Sigh. Stop complaining Khidir . Tomorrow's P.E first & the last period ,that Hongkongteacher pissed me off at times.
Am 'anticipating' on Azyan's Bio 'practical' regarding human body = penis ,tomorrow but im hesitating. LOL. Prolly there's only 2 , Me & Hisham will be 'attending' her practical as she says that male Huayians penis all weirdweird one. =.=
Dont ask me if she saw theirs before. All you need to know, she's crazyshit for real. HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, paragraph above ah all talkcock one. We had conversation at facebook ytd with this kindd of topicccc..Tsktsk.
Okay byebye!
Tediousss. Will update tomorrow more on CCA Exhibition today.
English compo ah , shucks. idontlikeit. whyyougaveusthatkindofhomework. Sigh. Stop complaining Khidir . Tomorrow's P.E first & the last period ,that Hongkongteacher pissed me off at times.
Am 'anticipating' on Azyan's Bio 'practical' regarding human body = penis ,tomorrow but im hesitating. LOL. Prolly there's only 2 , Me & Hisham will be 'attending' her practical as she says that male Huayians penis all weirdweird one. =.=
Dont ask me if she saw theirs before. All you need to know, she's crazyshit for real. HAHAHAHA.
Anyway, paragraph above ah all talkcock one. We had conversation at facebook ytd with this kindd of topicccc..Tsktsk.
Okay byebye!
- Mood: cold
What you want, what you do . Tell me baby, what you do
Dont mind the others,and step step swagger . Woooottts
No matter how hard it may be
No matter what others say
Like the way i want
And dont mind the others
Take it everyone to the sky
Dont mind the others,and step step swagger . Woooottts
No matter how hard it may be
No matter what others say
Like the way i want
And dont mind the others
Take it everyone to the sky
you could You do it do it do it better !
Andylala's PARK BOM , Mai's TAEYANG , Zahra's YOONA :)))
Today very random. Im soo excited for tomorrow.
Pleeassee pleasee pleaseeee , give us a new ,fabulous dancer pleaseeeee.
I need to dance like a madguyoutfromprison.
Hopefully, tomorrow will stay as tomorrow.
Ok , im so emo currently.
Talking crap at Facebook.
Im done with 1 2 3 4 assignments at one go.
I didnt cheat, and now i want to celebrate .
K bye
:D
Pleeassee pleasee pleaseeee , give us a new ,fabulous dancer pleaseeeee.
I need to dance like a madguyoutfromprison.
Hopefully, tomorrow will stay as tomorrow.
Ok , im so emo currently.
Talking crap at Facebook.
Im done with 1 2 3 4 assignments at one go.
I didnt cheat, and now i want to celebrate .
K bye
:D
Case 1 : Im becoming more and more skeptical towards you. Are you serious about this? Or you changed your mind about the decision previously? You seems to be hesitant ,reluctant. Did you ever put your heart,soul into this. Tell me straight if you're not interested alright. Perhaps im really blind,who knows. Prove me wrong.
Case 2 : Kudos for your so-called-true-friends or friends-forever. Bullshit to all that. Finally, your true colors. In fact, i've known you well enough. So no surprised at all! :)
People coming to my blog has been dropping greatly, according to the statistic, I am losing almost half of my usual readers, so the lazy me have no choice but to do something to restore the current situation back to the status quo.
Basically yesterday i was diagnosed yet again with stomach cramps early in the morning. Was feeling damn shitty . I really should be seeing a doctor but instead i bear it till the noon. And went straight for Hiphop training. Me & Mai decided to 'watch' the O levels results being announced that noon , and what can i say? Hua Yians are really genius. C'grats to those who make it. Especially Rebecca! Gosh,i really miss her,dancing with her. And i missed those old times, a memorable year= 2007. Hhee. Seeing them taking their results is rather overwhelming ,in fact, Me & Mai are the only 'awkward' NT student there. Therefore, we can feel the nerves. Oh! There's a saying here,
a school with a no-good-cca is a definite that they have the genius-students around . Heard of it before? Understand ? Nah, pardon me. My English shucks.
Just so you know ,that particular sentence is quite straightforward , which im referring to our school la.
Skola yg ade cca bagus,bnyk menang semue ,mmg pelajarannye tk bagos.
Skola yg cca nye tk bagus mmg ade bnyk murid-murid yg bijak2 = Hua Yi :)))
It's a compliment anyway! So students from other school who read this need not be so sensitive. Geee. Like my dad said that my school is kinda weak in sports, or rather i know he meant that our school is not good in sport which he's referring to our school soccer team. Okay ya, whatever la okay? Lol. Pure sarcasm. Just go and root as much as you like for your other beloved son's soccer team in HongKah instead okayyyyyyy. =.=
And again , im not the one whos playing for my school soccer team so yeaaa, your comment sungguh tk perlu. Everyones not perfect.
Boooooo.
We'll be having the CCA fair this Thursday and yea, our Hiphop club planned something different from other previous year. So do check it out Sec 1s! :)
Had an entertaining Tuesday today , i dont know why but i cant stop laughing during Malay class. Laugh out loud to Mr A 'entertaining' jokes.
And from now on, my name is pronounced as kHi-Dir. Take note of the He-Dir . Not Ki-Dir or Ki-Der. Much worse, not KHI-DA . Lol. you-know-who eh. :D
Felt sleepy for the whole day. Yawn ,yawn ,yawn. Assembly ah? si beh sian. I've been asking randomly to my classmates' ,the guys esp, whats their height. Hee. And im envy of them. Why are they so tall. In fact, i was the one whos taller than them when was in sec 1 . They've grown drastically. When am i going to be tall anyway. Nah! Its okay.
Pendek2 murah rezeki , InsyaAllah ! LOL *smile widewide*
Alright. i've got 1 2 3 4 assignments to do due on Friday. Jengg. Troublesome ,but what to do, for my own good mah :D
Cheers.
Case 2 : Kudos for your so-called-true-friends or friends-forever. Bullshit to all that. Finally, your true colors. In fact, i've known you well enough. So no surprised at all! :)
People coming to my blog has been dropping greatly, according to the statistic, I am losing almost half of my usual readers, so the lazy me have no choice but to do something to restore the current situation back to the status quo.
Basically yesterday i was diagnosed yet again with stomach cramps early in the morning. Was feeling damn shitty . I really should be seeing a doctor but instead i bear it till the noon. And went straight for Hiphop training. Me & Mai decided to 'watch' the O levels results being announced that noon , and what can i say? Hua Yians are really genius. C'grats to those who make it. Especially Rebecca! Gosh,i really miss her,dancing with her. And i missed those old times, a memorable year= 2007. Hhee. Seeing them taking their results is rather overwhelming ,in fact, Me & Mai are the only 'awkward' NT student there. Therefore, we can feel the nerves. Oh! There's a saying here,
a school with a no-good-cca is a definite that they have the genius-students around . Heard of it before? Understand ? Nah, pardon me. My English shucks.
Just so you know ,that particular sentence is quite straightforward , which im referring to our school la.
Skola yg ade cca bagus,bnyk menang semue ,mmg pelajarannye tk bagos.
Skola yg cca nye tk bagus mmg ade bnyk murid-murid yg bijak2 = Hua Yi :)))
It's a compliment anyway! So students from other school who read this need not be so sensitive. Geee. Like my dad said that my school is kinda weak in sports, or rather i know he meant that our school is not good in sport which he's referring to our school soccer team. Okay ya, whatever la okay? Lol. Pure sarcasm. Just go and root as much as you like for your other beloved son's soccer team in HongKah instead okayyyyyyy. =.=
And again , im not the one whos playing for my school soccer team so yeaaa, your comment sungguh tk perlu. Everyones not perfect.
Boooooo.
We'll be having the CCA fair this Thursday and yea, our Hiphop club planned something different from other previous year. So do check it out Sec 1s! :)
Had an entertaining Tuesday today , i dont know why but i cant stop laughing during Malay class. Laugh out loud to Mr A 'entertaining' jokes.
And from now on, my name is pronounced as kHi-Dir. Take note of the He-Dir . Not Ki-Dir or Ki-Der. Much worse, not KHI-DA . Lol. you-know-who eh. :D
*Look above* This is not my first attempt doing baby freeze okay! haha! You''ll be seeing me doing handstand,windmill,airflare next time! LOL ! HAH! Amek kau! :))*
After school, headed to JYC with the bboys. And i learnt 2sets of breaking! Yayyy. Proud or whutt.Felt sleepy for the whole day. Yawn ,yawn ,yawn. Assembly ah? si beh sian. I've been asking randomly to my classmates' ,the guys esp, whats their height. Hee. And im envy of them. Why are they so tall. In fact, i was the one whos taller than them when was in sec 1 . They've grown drastically. When am i going to be tall anyway. Nah! Its okay.
Pendek2 murah rezeki , InsyaAllah ! LOL *smile widewide*
Alright. i've got 1 2 3 4 assignments to do due on Friday. Jengg. Troublesome ,but what to do, for my own good mah :D
Cheers.
-::it went haywired. Wheres our first plan btw?::-
- Mood: pensive
